give me a freaken break

Am I such an idiot?
Do I look that freaken dumb?
I keep on running after you.
All I do is try to help.
But finally you find some excuse.
And you just decide not to show up.
I wasted so much fucken time and energy on this.
I can't let it be this way.

You know what?
I'm done.
I'm out.
Screw all of this.
It's not even worth it.
So why do I even care?

I must have a fucken neon sign over my head that says that I'm an idiot.

existance

The existance of this blog is simple. I got the idea from looking at Jacob Hoggard's blog. Everything he writes on there is just amasing. He truely is an inspiration. I actually got the chance to meet Jacob and the rest of Hedley last night. I wasn't disapointed at all. I've been a fan of Jacob's since 2003 and I've wanted to meet him ever since. Jacob, Tom, Chris and Dave are really nice guys. Basically this is a blog for me to do just like Jacob : put whatever I'm feeling into words and post it on here. I'm fully aware that whatever I write won't even be anywhere close to how good what he writes is...but I don't care. And, hey, there's always a delete button right?

hope you enjoy.

love.

.Punky. .Poet.