Lost and found

I was lost and now I'm found. That's such an overrated sentence. It should be banned for ever.Anyways, that's not what I came here to write about. You see, I'm a pretty boring person. I rarely take risks and if I do, I make sure they're the smallest possible. I rarely do really, Jackass type, stupid and crazy stuff. I make sure nothing goes wrong and no one gets hurt. Even if it means that I get put behind or pushed aside. I rather others be happy at my expense. But you see, when it comes to you, I feel like taking a chance. Taking that giant leap of faith into the unknown. I feel like getting over the fact that I'm shy. I feel like going up to you and saying hi and just being around you. I feel like taking control of my life and getting over myself. I want to laugh and cry and just flat out talk with you. About anything, really. I don't even care. I just find it amazing how you can always find a way to make me laugh. And I'm impressed every single time. And it makes it harder not to care every single time.

You know what? I just have to do this.I have to talk to you. I have to figure this out. Just this time, for my sake. I just have to.